Tuesday, December 28, 2021

ND Runner Interview #11- 2021 Class A Girls State XC Champion Eleni Lovgren

 On October 21st and 22nd, 2021, the North Dakota State Cross Country Meet was held at Parkhurst Recreation Area just outside of Jamestown, ND. The Class B races were held on Friday, and the Class A races were held on Saturday. 

In the Class B races, held in nice conditions of a light breeze and temperatures in the 40s, the Bowman County men prevailed for the second year in a row, while Ian Busche of Beulah-Hazen took the individual title. On the girl's side of things, Rugby won their third consecutive team title as 8th grader Brynn Hanson of Des-Lacs/Burlington took first place. 

The next day, in similar conditions for the Class A races, Williston showed team greatness by winning both the boy's and girl's team titles. They also won the individual title in the girl's race, with Eleni Lovgren winning by 17 seconds, while Aiden Johnson of West Fargo Sheyenne ran away with the boy's race. 

The following is part of a series where I do a Q&A interview and each of the individual state champions. Last year's interviews, along with many other interviews and North Dakota running research can be found here

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Photo Credit: Tom Mix / NDHSAA Media Specialist

Eleni Lovgren first ran at state cross country in 7th grade, placing 41st with a time of 20:33. By the time she finished middle school, she had already jumped up to 10th place. Freshman year brought her first first-team all-state placement in 8th place, and she continued climbing upwards, finishing 5th as a sophomore and 4th as a junior. However, between cross country and track, placing higher than 4th remained elusive. Last year, when she was a junior, her team benefitted from two new fast 7th graders and won the team title. But individually, it had been hard to be so close to the top year after year without quite reaching it. 

Going into this season, Lovgren was not the top returner, because at the previous state meet Jaelyn Ogle from Watford City had finished 20 seconds ahead of her. This however did not deter coaches from voting Lovgren the preseason favorite in the first coaches poll. I also picked her as my pre-season favorite, and my logic was based only on the fact that she had run a really strong, course-breaking 5k race at the Maah Daah Hey the summer before the season started (evidence here). Williston as a team was ranked #2 behind Bismarck High. 

As the season went on, Eleni showed that she was truly the person to beat in the state of North Dakota, and Williston as a team showed that they could tangle with anybody in the state, and in fact commandingly won the Region Meet. Eleni had a lone blemish at that same meet, placing second by 12 seconds to Bayla Weigel of Bismarck High. However, she turned loss into gain and turned around to win the State Meet by 17 seconds, her first individual title, and helped her team to their 2nd team title in a row (winning by 47 points). She stayed focused year after year, and it finally paid off!

Below is Eleni's answers to my questions. It's always fun to get to know these great athletes a little better. Thank you Eleni!


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1.) Congrats on your victory! Now that you’ve had some time to decompress and take a step away from cross country, how do you feel? This was your first state title, right?

Thank you so much!  Yes it was my first state title.  Winning state cross country has been my goal for a long time now, and it’s just now setting in that I actually accomplished it.  I’ve watched other people win it for the other five years I’ve been in cross country, and I’m blessed that it’s my turn to be one of those people now.  


2.) At some point, whether it was last year, this summer, or this fall, you probably realized that winning state cross country was something you had the ability to do. When was that point? How did it affect your outlook on this season?

I’ve known since 7th grade that I could win state cross country someday, and it’s always been my goal.  More recently though, I ran a hill workout this summer and felt super fit, and after that I thought of the title as mine to lose, even though nobody else probably saw it like that.  


3.) Take us through your title-winning race. What was your strategy going in? Did you follow it? Any surprises?

I had a clear strategy going into the race, and I stuck to it.  My plan was to start out conservatively and work my way up to the front, using the turns and the hills to my benefit.  I planned to take the lead with 800 left if I didn’t have it already.  

As far as the actual race goes, it went almost exactly to plan.  I was in 7th for the first 400 meters, and I worked my way up to 2nd by the first mile.  I felt strong and relaxed so I made another move.  I took the lead at the mile and a quarter and never looked back.  The only surprise was how early I was able to take the lead.


4.) After a season where you were winning every meet in the state of North Dakota, you took second at the WDA Region Meet. What changed in that race? How did it change your mindset going into the state meet?

I’ve thought about that race a little, but I’m still not sure exactly what happened.  I ran to the best of my ability for that day but came up short.  It definitely changed my mindset, but in a good way.  I went into state with a chip on my shoulder and focused hard on my recovery for the next two weeks.  I liked the underdog position I was put in.  My one and only individual goal this season was the state title, and I trusted God with that.  All I can say is that I didn’t win WDA for a reason, and God’s plan is better than mine.  


5.) For the last couple of years, many athletes felt like they were racing for second because Meghan Ford was running some crazy fast times. Did you feel like the competition opened up a little more this year?

Only somewhat.  Athletes like Meghan don’t come around very often, and they’re tough to beat, but the competition was still strong this year.  


6.) Did you feel pressure to win state this year? Like a target on your back?

The only pressure I felt was from myself.  I reminded myself constantly that it was my last chance to get my goal, and that I was going to do everything in my power to get it.  It was a good kind of pressure though, the kind that motivates me every day and drives me towards my goal, and tells me to do one more mile or run one more rep.

I never really felt like I had a target on my back, or like I was the clear favorite.  It seemed to me like the other contenders for the title looked at winning as their goal, not beating me.


7.) Your team and the boy’s team both won the state titles as a team. What was it like to train on a team that has had such a successful season? Was that the goal for the teams all along- to win state? Do you have teammates that can push you in practice?

It’s a whole different experience training with a team that is training for a title.  I’ve been on both ends (only four years ago our team took 16th at state) and the energy at practice is completely different.  It felt like that last year especially; all we talked about during workouts and recovery runs was winning the title.  

Winning state was the goal for both of our teams all along, and that’s all we had in mind.  Most of our girls team are middle schoolers, so I trained with the boys team in the summer so that I could get some higher mileage weeks in.  They pushed me a lot, both in recovery runs and workouts, and that’s where I gained a lot of confidence about the upcoming season.  


8.) What did it mean as a senior to come out here and get the win when it mattered most?

It meant the world to me.  All the years I’ve worked for it paid off, and coming down the home stretch I felt incredibly blessed that it was actually happening.  It’s crazy thinking that October 23rd was the climax of all my training since seventh grade, and everything fell into place perfectly when it mattered most. 

All of my family was there too, and I was happy to make them proud because that’s what I work for too.  Whenever I’m struggling in a workout I think of them, and I keep going because I want to make them proud.  I know that they’d be proud of me anyways, but I was glad to be able to win it for them.  

It just felt good to end my high school cross country career on a good note, and leave North Dakota with the best race of my life and with my name in the history books.


9.) Do you have any plans after graduation? Are you interested in running at the college level?

Yes!  I’m definitely planning on running in college, and I’ve visited a few schools but I’m still uncommitted.  I would’ve liked to be signed a bit sooner, but I’m taking my time and making sure I consider all of my options.  Besides that, I don’t have any summer plans yet except for trail and road racing.  


10.) What is your background in sports? Did you start running at a young age, or is it relatively new?

I’ve been running most of my life, probably since second grade.  My dad ran cross country and track in high school, and he got me into it.  I ran through the rec programs, but I never wanted to go to practice.  Once I got to practice I remembered how much I loved running fast.  By the time I was eight or nine I was running almost every day in the summer, and “training” for the one-mile kids road races.  


11.) Talk a little bit about your training. What’s your favorite kinds of workouts? What do your easy/mileage days normally consist of?

My favorite cross country workout is either start pace 800’s on the bike path or 300’s at mixed race paces.  My go-to for track is eight 400’s at 1600 pace, but I’m planning on switching it up more this year.  My regular runs are typically 7 miles when I’m healthy, but 5 miles or aqua jogging when I’m not.


12.) You raced at the Nike Regional Meet. How did you prepare after the North Dakota season ended? How did the race play out for you? Did you meet your goal?

I took two days off after the state meet, then got back into training.  I mostly just ran mileage and regular runs, and I didn’t prepare well.  My goal was top 10, but I DEFINITELY did not reach it (I got 62nd).  I ran 18:43, which was a huge course PR for me, and one of my faster times this season.  I gave what I had for the day so I can’t be disappointed with the results.  Overall it was one of the most fun races I’ve ever ran and a great way to close out my high school cross country career.  


13.) Any plans for a winter sport, or is it time to focus on track?

Time to focus on track!  I started training November 29th, and I have big goals that I’m working towards.


14.) Speaking of track, any early thoughts about what you might want to accomplish during track this year?

Yes, I have one big goal that I’m focusing on, and I’m keeping it private and working towards it every day.  


15.) What is running to you? Why do you do it?

I run because I love it, but also because I love winning and competing.  It also gives me a purpose and goals to chase, and I’m a very goal-oriented person so that’s important to me.  


16.) What’s your favorite place (so far) to run in North Dakota?

The Maah Daah Hey trail.  I go to the Long X trailhead with my dad to run and bike pretty often, and we race at the Maah Daah Hey trail race every year.  It’s the highlight of my summer.  


17.) Have you experienced adversity with running? If so, how did you overcome it?

Yes, there've been many seasons where I've trained harder than ever before and got little to no return for it.  I started putting in a lot more miles my sophomore year of off-track, and started plateauing at that same time.  Between my sophomore and junior year of cross country, I only cut one place at state and seven seconds off my PR.  Between my freshman and junior year of track I only cut one second off my 3200 and got the same place at state both years.  I fell at the finish of the 1600 at state and got outkicked for third.  I only cut two seconds off my 800 and I had one of my worst 800 races of the season at state.  

Even though it was tough, I overcame it by continuing to put in the miles and working harder each season.  I never lost sight of my goal and eventually it paid off.  It just showed me that hard work doesn’t always pay off right away, but if you keep showing up it always pays off eventually.  


18.) Do you have any North Dakota runners that you look up to? What about college or professional athletes?

I look up to Sean Korsmo a lot.  He's a great role model as both a runner and a person, and he talks a lot about running for God and that’s influenced me quite a bit.  

As far as college and pro athletes go, my favorite has to be Deena Kastor.  I read her book Let Your Mind Run, and it completely changed my mindset and the way I thought about running.


19.) Can you offer up any advice you’ve learned along the way to people who might be interested in cross country?

Set high goals and work for them.  It’s a challenging sport with not a lot of glamour, but it’s extremely rewarding.


Thursday, November 11, 2021

ND Runner Interview #10- 2021 Class B Boys State XC Champion Ian Busche

On October 21st and 22nd, 2021, the North Dakota State Cross Country Meet was held at Parkhurst Recreation Area just outside of Jamestown, ND. The Class B races were held on Friday, and the Class A races were held on Saturday. 

In the Class B races, held in nice conditions of a light breeze and temperatures in the 40s, the Bowman County men prevailed for the second year in a row, while Ian Busche of Beulah-Hazen took the individual title. On the girl's side of things, Rugby won their third consecutive team title as 8th grader Brynn Hanson of Des-Lacs/Burlington took first place. 

The next day, in similar conditions for the Class A races, Williston showed team greatness by winning both the boy's and girl's team titles. They also won the individual title in the girl's race, with Eleni Lovgren winning by 17 seconds, while Aiden Johnson of West Fargo Sheyenne ran away with the boy's race. 

The following is part of a series where I do a Q&A interview and each of the individual state champions. Last year's interviews, along with many other interviews and North Dakota running research can be found here.

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Photo Credit: Tom Mix / NDHSAA Media Specialist 


At last year's state cross country meet, there were four boys that broke 16:40 in the Class B race. Three of them of were seniors, and the junior was Ian Busche. As the top returner, expectations were that Busche would win the title this year, as evidenced by his #1 ranking in the first coaches poll. Not only did he win the big meet, but he also didn't lose to Class B competition all season. He was dominant, and finished off a great senior season with a ten second victory at the state meet, his first individual state title. 


The journey to the top has been a long one for Ian, starting during the years when New Town was obliterating in-state competition and hogging places in the top-20 at the state meet. Ian started in 40th place at state as an 8th grader, moved up to 16th as a freshman, and cracked the top ten by placing fifth as a sophomore. Already close, he inched closer as a junior and finished third. This year he was able to finish the upward progression to first place, a great example of seeing success from continued hard work and focus over time. 


Below are Ian's answers to my questions. It's always fun to get to know these great athletes a little better. Thank you Ian!

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1.) Congrats on your victory! Now that you’ve had some time to decompress and take a step away from state cross country, how do you feel? This was your first state title, right?

It was a great season. This is my first state title, but hopefully not my last. I just like racing, so I went out on the day and ran the race. Sometimes you win, other days it's not even close, but on the day I had what it took to win and that's what happened.


2.) At some point, whether it was last year, this summer, or this fall, you probably realized that winning state cross country was something you had the ability to do. When was that point? How did it affect your outlook on this season?

Last year cross country season was when it became obvious that I had a shot at a state title. I placed 5th my sophomore year with only one runner that placed above me returning. Last year was a great season up until state. I was undefeated and I had won every race against the two guys that would eventually beat me at state. I ended up really tightening up in the cold weather last year and overall it was not a great race. I ended up with 3rd. Last year taught me that your training and amazing races mean nothing if you can’t get it done on the right day. This year I was a lot less concerned about other meets and just really focused on the state meet itself.


3.) Take us through your title-winning race. What was your strategy going in? Did you follow it? Any surprises?

 My strategy was pretty basic, but I was certain no matter how the race went out, I would be able to hang tight and make a big kick that nobody in the field could match. I always do my best to take races out hard, but many times I fall off the pace and my kick is what saves me in the end. I knew I had to use that to my advantage, so I planned to stay in a pack with the front runners until the hilly section of the course at 2 miles. I was in the lead but only by a step until 2 miles, and once I made my move on the hills, it was apparent to me that the other guys in the front pack were broken and it was just a matter of keeping up the pace and finishing.


4.) You didn’t lose to a Class B runner all season. Your closest races were West Region and State. Did you feel pressure throughout the season to not lose? Were you ever worried that someone was going to beat you?

At West Region and State it felt much different than every other race. Other races to me were just about working on my fitness and getting after it right from the gun, whereas West Region and State were all about the win, so they were closer looking at the time, but putting on a 10 second gap in 800m is pretty significant. I was not too worried about the meets during the season, or even West Region, because in the end the only race that really matters to most people is state. I won regionals last year, but ended up 3rd as I said at the state meet against the same guys I raced against at regionals. That just proved to me even more the importance of championship racing over fast times.

 

5.) One of the top Class B distance runners in track, Caleb Hansen, runs for a Class A school during cross country. Do you think that would’ve changed your mindset or game plan if he was in the Class B race?

Caleb Hansen is a phenomenal runner, and I raced him once this season, and I believe I beat him by about 30 seconds. In track he is a great 3200m and 1600m runner with impressive times in both events. Caleb likes to run from the front and take races out hard. On the other hand I like staying in 2nd or 3rd place and betting on my kick at the end. I think my strategy would have stayed the same, because whether he took it out slow or took it out fast I would likely hang on and put in a big kick at the end, and he would try to break me before then.


6.) The next guy on your team finished almost two minutes behind you. Assuming that means most of your workouts you have to run by yourself, how do you keep pushing? What motivates you?

My freshman year of XC was the only time I had somebody to train with. He was a senior, Isak Olson, and we both had a shot at top 20 that year, because we were both 17 mid guys. Since he graduated I have always done workouts on my own, and I motivate myself by just wanting to give my best everytime I get out and do a hard workout. The satisfaction you feel after a super difficult workout when you know that is the best you have ever ran is an amazing feeling.

 

7.) What did it mean as a senior to come out here and get the win when it mattered most?

It was my last year to show that I had what it takes to win the big meets. I really wanted to show people that with hard work, and a little help from the man upstairs you achieve the things you've the things you're working towards.


8.) Do you have any plans after graduation? Are you interested in running at the college level?

I have applied to the United States Air Force Academy as well as the United States Military Academy. These are both colleges that have amazing running programs and I most likely would not be recruited to run at either, but if I was able to walk onto the track and field team or XC team I would jump at the opportunity. If I am not able to run at either of these programs, I would still love to attend them for academic reasons at the least as well as serving this great nation.

 

9.) What is your background in sports? Did you start running at a young age, or is it relatively new?

I started Track in 7th grade and I only ran the 800m, and I ran 2:16 and I was convinced to run XC in the fall, but I ended up dual sporting football and XC that year. In track my 8th grade year I ran 2:08 for 800m and 4:49 for 1600m, so I decided to go all in on running.


10.) Talk a little bit about your training. What’s your favorite kinds of workouts? What do your easy/mileage days normally consist of?

My training does not consist of that much mileage a week, which is why I think I could have huge improvements if I continue to keep running. Every week I run between 20-25 miles a week. My long runs are either 5 or 6 miles, while my easy runs are normally 3-4 miles. A couple of workouts that I have done is 5x1000 meters at 2:57, 8x600m at 1:48, and 12x400m at 68 high. We do all of these workouts either on grass, gravel, or concrete. Another workout I remember doing is an all out 2km on the road with 5-10 mph wind at my back which I ran in 5:45. I then had a full rest which was about 10-15 minutes and then ran an all out 1km at 2:49.

 

11.) Any plans to race at a regional meet in cross country, or is your season over?

I am still training and I will be racing at the NXR Heartland Regionals. It is one more shot to try and break 16 minutes for 5km. My best 5km was 16:08 at regionals, but there were many sharp turns and it was extremely muddy on the turns. I think these few weeks since I started I haven't lost any fitness. I might have even gained a tiny bit of fitness.


12.) Any plans for a winter sport, or is it time to focus on track?

I don't do any winter sports, so I have a lot more free time in the winter. I'm a big outdoorsman, so I spend most of that time hunting, fishing, or doing anything outside. I normally don't start training for track until January, so I have quite a bit of time until I'll start running again. I'll sometimes do an easy 3 mile run or something in December just fun, but I don't start running seriously until January.


13.) Speaking of track, any early thoughts about what you might want to accomplish during track this year?

I’m hoping to run some really fast times. I think that will come along with getting out there and racing. I’m hoping to win the 800m and the 1600m. I only raced the 3200m twice in my life. One time I ran 10:15 to qualify, and then at state I ran 9:53 for 4th. If i could also win the 3200m that would be the cherry on top.


14.) What is running to you? Why do you do it?

This is always a question I struggle with, because I don't really have an answer. I really just enjoy getting outside and running fast, and I don't really know why. There is something about running that always keeps me coming back and I can't pinpoint exactly what it is.


15.) What’s your favorite place (so far) to run in North Dakota?

I don't really have a favorite place to run. Most times I run the same road north of my hometown hazen, because even though I live in town it only takes me a quarter mile to hit gravel. I enjoy running the Bowman County invitational, because it always happens early in the season so there is no pressure and the course is gradual uphills so you can really push up them and the downhills are just enough to let you recover.


16.) Have you experienced adversity with running? If so, how did you overcome it?

The biggest struggle I had was my freshman year of track. I was coming off a great XC season with a time of 17:16 on a tough course. My prs were 2:08 and 4:49 and I was really hoping to make a big drop in time that year. I started feeling lots of pain in my right leg, and I just kept getting told it was just shin splints, so I kept running even though it kept getting more painful. I was on and off with running because it was so painful, and I finally went to the doctor and I found out that it was a pretty severe stress fracture. This was two weeks before state, so I biked everyday and at state I just barely prd with a 2:04 and a 4:47. This was really disappointing to me, because I wanted so much more out of the season but it didn't happen. I knew the only thing I could do is look towards next season. I had an amazing sophomore XC season dropping my time to 16:34 and I thought that this track season would be a big breakout season for me. Then Covid happened and my whole season was cancelled. It was another big disappointment, but all you can really do is keep putting in the work. Running is not an easy sport in any way, and that's why it's worth it.  A great man of North Dakota, Theodore Roosevelt, once said, “Nothing in the world is worth having or worth doing unless it means effort, pain, difficulty. I have never in my life envied a human being who led an easy life. I have envied a great many people who led difficult lives and led them well.”


17.) Do you have any North Dakota runners that you look up to? What about college or professional athletes?

I love cheering for North Dakota runner, but I often can't find anywhere to watch these races. I watch professional races all the time. I love watching guys like Joshua Cheptegei or Jakob Ingebrigtsen, and this list goes on, but my all-time favorite runner is Stewart McSweyn. McSweyn has some extreme range running a 3:29 1500m, 3:48 mile, 7:29 3000m, and a 1:02.52 half marathon all within a year of each other. The most impressive part about McSweyn's running is his strength. He almost always runs from the front and that is not an easy task. Not often have I seen him not lead a race, but even when he doesn't, he always makes a move over a lap to go rather than closer to the finish like most runners. I hate running from the front and that's a big reason I envy him. I know how tough leading is, and he does it so well. 

 

18.) Can you offer up any advice you’ve learned along the way to people who might be interested in cross country?

Running is either something you love or you don't. It's as simple as that. If you enjoy running, then keep running, if not then don't. I wouldn't take much more running advice from me though. I’m not that smart, I just run fast and make left turns.




Sunday, November 7, 2021

ND Runner Interview #9- 2021 Class A Boys State XC Champion Aiden Johnson

On October 21st and 22nd, 2021, the North Dakota State Cross Country Meet was held at Parkhurst Recreation Area just outside of Jamestown, ND. The Class B races were held on Friday, and the Class A races were held on Saturday. 

In the Class B races, held in nice conditions of a light breeze and temperatures in the 40s, the Bowman County men prevailed for the second year in a row, while Ian Busche of Beulah-Hazen took the individual title. On the girl's side of things, Rugby won their third consecutive team title as 8th grader Brynn Hanson of Des-Lacs/Burlington took first place. 

The next day, in similar conditions for the Class A races, Williston showed team greatness by winning both the boy's and girl's team titles. They also won the individual title in the girl's race, with Eleni Lovgren winning by 17 seconds, while Aiden Johnson of West Fargo Sheyenne ran away with the boy's race. 

The following is part of a series where I do a Q&A interview and each of the individual state champions. Last year's interviews, along with many other interviews and North Dakota running research can be found here

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State Champion Aiden Johnson
Photo Credit: Tom Mix / NDHSAA Media Specialist 


After last year's incredible and senior-heavy state track meet, the question was- who would rise up to fill the gap? All season, that answer revolved around the same three names- Aiden Johnson (WF Sheyenne), Ivan Askim (Williston), and Hunter McHenry (GFRR). Unsurprisingly, those names ended up being the top three at state, and in that exact order. Sophomore Aiden Johnson proved to be the class of the field, running away from his competitors in the final mile to win by ten seconds in a very good time of 15:34.

 Aiden has been in the running scene for awhile, and I can recall seeing his name in local road races years ago, when he was quite young, running times that seemed absurd for people of that age. This victory was the culmination of a slow build through the state ranks- he was 16th at state cross country last year as a freshman and 38th as a 7th grader. He also came within ten seconds of the state 3200 record last year as a freshman, running a ridiculous 9:13 and somehow only placing 5th overall. He is a high-level talent with two more years to go. 

Below are Aiden's answers to my questions. It's always fun to get to know these great athletes a little better. Thank you Aiden!

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1.) Congrats on your victory! Now that you’ve had some time to decompress and take a step away from state cross country, how do you feel? This was your first state title, right?

This is my first state title. I feel mostly relieved because this was my main goal for the past few years, but I also feel excited to see what I can add to this.


2) At some point, whether it was last year, this summer, or this fall, you probably realized that winning state cross country was something you had the ability to do. When was that point? How did it affect your outlook on this season?

After placing very high at state track in the two mile, I knew if I put in a great summer of training and then performed in the fall, I could accomplish my goal of winning a state title.


3) Take us through your title-winning race. What was your strategy going in? Did you follow it? Any surprises?

My initial strategy was to stay with the lead pack through halfway and throw in a surge. I followed through with this, but I was surprised to see that Ivan was still there. I then shifted my focus on the big hill. I surged down it, and created separation. I kept the pace going and the gap only grew.


4) Throughout the season, you were winning all of your races against in-state competition, but then at the EDC Region Meet, you took second to Hunter McHenry. How did that change your mindset going into state? Do you two have a good rivalry?

It was definitely a surprise to lose the region meet, especially after my success in the regular season. After the loss, I made sure not to lose confidence, so I stayed focused and worked hard. I still knew I could win at state. We do have a slight rivalry, but nothing too major because this was only my first year I was good enough to even get close to him.


5) Over the last few years, the level of Class A running on the boy’s side has elevated quite a bit. What does it feel like to be a part of the crazy fast times people have been throwing down?

It feels great that I can continue the success in class A. The crazy fast times being run only adds to the competition so I’m all for it.


6) Going into this season, did you feel pressure to win? Did you feel like you had a target on your back?

Going into the season I definitely knew I had a good chance to win, but I never felt like I had a target on my back. I always try to run my own race and not pay too much attention to the competition.


7) What is your background in sports? Did you start running at a young age, or is it relatively new?

I started playing hockey at the age of 6 and played it all the way through the age of 14. I started running track meets at the age of 9 and noticed I was actually really good at it.


8) Talk a little bit about your training. What’s your favorite kinds of workouts? What do your easy/ mileage days normally consist of?

My favorite workouts consist of varying speeds. For example, maybe running some 1200’s and finishing off with some fast 200/400s. My easy days consist of a 6-9 mile run around 7 min. pace. My long runs consist of 11-14 miles and I usually throw something fast in the middle.


9) Any plans to race at a regional meet in cross country, or is your season over?

My plans are to race both the Nike regions and the Eastbay regions. I plan on traveling to Alabama at the start of December to run in the Running Lane championships with some of the best runners from all over the country.

[editor's note: there are two major national meets for high school cross country: Nike (NXN) in Oregon, and Eastbay (formerly Footlocker, and before that Kinney) in California. Both meets need to be qualified for at a regional meet. The Eastbay Midwest Region is in Wisconsin, and the Nike Heartland Region is in Sioux Falls.]

10) Any plans for a winter sport, or is it time to focus on track? 

I’ll probably take 1-2 weeks off and start training and lifting for track.


11) Speaking of track, any early thoughts about what you might want to accomplish during track this year?

I want to hopefully win the mile and two mile at state. I also want to drop my 4:21 mile to a 4:10 and my 9:13 two mile to somewhere around 8:55.


12) What is running to you? Why do you do it?

Running to me is my getaway. If I don’t have a great day, I can go for a run and relax and get my mind off things. I run to see how much I can push myself to get better. That feeling after a great race is indescribable.


13) What’s your favorite place (so far) to run in North Dakota?

My favorite place to run in North Dakota is my lake, which is somewhere around Mayville, ND. I like running the long, hilly, country roads.


14) Have you experienced adversity with running? If so, how did you overcome it?

I have had troubles with nutrition (iron) and growth plate issues in my foot (and covid of course). I overcame it by making sure I do the small things such as eating and sleeping. For my foot, I just had to wait it out. During covid, I made it my mission to get in as best shape as I could, but this was hard to do all alone.


15) Do you have any North Dakota runners that you look up to? What about college or professional athletes?

I looked up to my previous teammate, Jacob, because he is very smart and educated about running. Seeing his work ethic allowed me to understand how hard it was to be an elite runner. He always pushed me when workouts were getting hard and always helped me stay motivated. The professional runner I look up to is Mo Farah because no matter how much the odds were against him, he always seemed to be able to pull out a win.


16) Can you offer up any advice you’ve learned along the way to people who might be interested in cross country?

Cross country is very physically and mentally demanding so always be prepared to leave your comfort zone.


So there you have it! Congrats Aiden on your state championship! Stay tuned for the interviews with the other state champions!

Tuesday, August 17, 2021

2021 North Dakota High School Cross Country Preview

With 2020 in the rear-view mirror, and with fall sports starting to ramp up, it's time to talk about what we expect to see this fall in North Dakota cross country. Last year presented significant challenges with some teams periodically being shut down to the covid, and low participation numbers for the same reason. Class A and B were dominated by seniors on the boy's side, opening up the field for a new batch of talent. Conversely, the girl's races did not have many seniors, and as a result we might see many familiar faces up front this year. Additionally, last year teams ran 7 runners at the state meet, whereas in the past they've been allowed 10. Will that be the case this year? I guess we'll find out. 


Please note that all predictions below are assuming that everybody from last year runs, and no new people pop up out of nowhere with breakout performances. Obviously there will be good new runners, but the previous year's results have proven over the last 10 years to be surprisingly accurate at predicting the next year's state meet. 


Class B Girls

The Class B Girls cross country state meet was dominated by Rugby last year, as the only team with less than 100 points (80), and having all five scorers finish before any other team (except Sargent) had three in. There was only four seniors in the top 30, and the winner was an unheralded freshman from Kindred- Peyton Gette. 

Individual- What can we expect

Basically nothing. This division is the biggest toss-up. Consider these facts: 

1.) Last year's state xc winner, Peyton Gette, didn't win her regional meet, and took 12th in the 3200m at the state track meet this past spring. 

2.) Last year's 2nd place finisher, Norah Entzi from Edgeley/Kulm, took 10th in the 1600m and didn't run the 3200m at the state track meet. 

3.) Last year's 3rd place finisher, Brooklyn Bartsch took 2nd in the 1600m and 8th in the 3200m at the state track meet. 

4.) The girl that won the 3200m at the state track meet, Brynn Hanson from Des-Lacs Burlington, was only 10th at state cross country last year. 

There's no pattern to predict from here. These girls are young and have no established leader that routinely wins on the big stage. I'm going to go with Hanson just because she won the 3200m at state track in the spring (most recent distance result), and as an 8th grader this year, probably has room for big improvements. 

Team- What can we expect?

It's probably going to be season three of the Rugby-show. Using last year's results, I removed all seniors and re-scored the meet, but only scored using 4 runners because any team with 2 or 3 seniors would be punished in the rescore. Here's what it looks like: 

1- Rugby (46)

2-  Bowman County (92)

3- Hillsboro/Central Valley (107)

4- Kindred (113)

5- May-Port CG (159)

As you can see, Rugby has half the score of the next closest team. They also have continued depth after their 4th runner. In the rescore, their 7th runner comes in at 41st place, which is better than every other team's #4 runner except Bowman County. Also, from the numbers you can see it's going to be a scrap for 2nd place on the podium. I predict Rugby will run away with it, and Bowman County in second. 


Class A Girls

The biggest move in the Class A this year is the departure of Meghan Ford from Jamestown. For the last couple of years it hasn't been hard to predict who would win state cross country or distance events at state track. Ford raced her way into the top ten in state history, often winning cross country meets by at least a minute. With her gone, there is now a void at the top. Who will fill it? 

Individual- What can we expect

Amazingly enough, four of the top five returners this year are from either Watford City or Williston, which makes up a tiny, not-very-populated part of the state. But here we are. 

Last year's 2nd place finisher, Jaelyn Ogle from Watford City, is the highest-placing returner. She placed 7th in the 1600m and 4th in the 3200m (behind three seniors) at state track in the spring. 

Eleni Lovgren of Williston is the next highest returner. She placed 4th (behind three seniors and ahead of Jaelyn) in the 1600m and 5th (right behind Ogle) in the 3200m at state track. She also broke her own Maah Daah Hey Trail 5k record this summer- 19:04. What's significant is that she ran 1:30 faster than last summer, which means she's in better shape than last year. 

The next highest returner is Acey Elkins of Mandan. She placed 6th at state xc, a mere four seconds behind Lovgren, and then placed 6th in the 1600 (ahead of Ogle, but behind Lovgren) and 6th in the 800 (ahead of Lovgren, and Ogle didn't run it) at the state track met. 

The next high returner after that was 7th grader Dru Zander of Williston, but it doesn't appear that she ran at the state track meet last year. 

I think it's likely a WDA athlete wins the title, and I'm going to go with Lovgren over Ogle for first and second. Lovgren's fitness is very impressive right now, but will it still be there at state in October? 

Team- What can we expect

It's looking likely that Williston wins a 2nd title in a row this year. Last year they squeaked in front of Bismarck High for the title by a score of 75 to 78, and this year they bring back their top four and five of their top six. They have a chance to score fairly low as a result. Here's what the rescore of the top 4 returning runners looks like: 

1- Williston (31)

2- Bismarck High (43)

3- Fargo North (85)

4- West Fargo (114)

5- Minot (119)

It's worth noting that even though Williston and BHS appear close, Williston's 5th runner comes in at 26th place in the rescore, while BHS's 5th runner comes in at 46, a big difference. 


Class B Boys

Last year's major event in Class B was that New Town's string of EIGHT consecutive state titles was ended by Bowman County, who won both the team and individual titles, and here's the kicker- they might be able to do it again. 

Individual- What can we expect

There were five seniors in the top nine last year, but that means four of the top nine are coming back. 

The fastest returner is Ian Busche of Beulah-Hazen, who placed 3rd and was more than 20 seconds faster than any other returner in the field. There was only one non-senior ahead of him at state track in the 1600m and 3200m last year, but it's likely that athlete won't be in this race.  

That would be Caleb Hansen of Dickinson Trinity. In the creation of this post, I learned that Dickinson Trinity must not have their own cross country program, and instead co-op with Dickinson High. Hansen is one of the best class B distance runners, but he ran Class A for cross country in 2020.   

If Hansen runs class A this season, I can easily see Busche running away with the title. If DT has their own program this season, that would make things interesting. I'm going with Ian Busche for the title. 

Team- What can we expect

By all accounts, this year looks like a repeat for the Bowman County Bulldogs. Here's the rescore of the top four returners: 

1- Bowman County (32)

2- Hillsboro/Central Valley (75)

3- Griggs-Midkota (99)

4- Killdeer (115)

5- Kindred (116)

Even if we add the fifth runner for some teams, Bowman County's score is still lower than Hillsboro's score with four runners. BC has shown aptitude for showing up at big meets over the last few years, and so don't discount their top returners, who are 4th, 6th, and 7th in the rescore- they could win an individual title as well. 


Class A Boys

At the end of last cross country season, we knew that Class A distance was highly competitive as compared to previous year. However, I don't think any outside observers could have predicted the madness that befell the state track meet in the spring, when the kids threw down the deepest 3200m final in state history, and it wasn't even close to any other race. Multiple kids breaking the state record, freshman running under 9:20- it's hard to describe in words what the race was. Below is a thread I created of the race if you'd like to see when I tried. 



While it may be true that we lost the most talented senior class possibly in state history (the entire top seven at state xc was seniors), there are some incredible runners coming up through the pipeline, and predicting which one will win state this year is a fool's game. I, fortunately, am a fool. 

The top returner this year (from state xc) is Hunter McHenry of Grand Forks Red River, who will surely factor in their quest for a team title this fall. He ran 4:27 (1600m) and 9:38 (3200m) at state track in the spring, but that was only good enough for 5th-best returner in both races. At state xc, he finished with the same time as the next highest junior in the field. 

That would be Caleb Hansen of Dickinson (remember him?) Hansen was the top non-senior in the Class B 1600m and 3200m last spring, but those times would have been behind McHenry in the Class A race. 

The third-highest returner would be Quinn Roehl of Grand Forks Central. He was two seconds behind McHenry in the 1600m and did not run well in the 800m at state track in the spring. He was 11th overall at state cross country last fall. 

There are four other names that I have to mention as serious contenders, and they are all young: 

-Junior Fynn Krenz of Williston. Despite only being the 9th returner from state xc, he had a HUGE track season, and ran 9:21 in the 3200m, being the third returner in that fast race. 

-Junior Ethan Moe of Williston. Despite only being the 8th returner from state xc, he also had a HUGE track season, culminating with a 4th place finish in the 1600m (4:17) and a title in the 800m, running 1:54. Watch out for the Williston boys. 

-Sophomore Aiden Johnson of West Fargo Sheyenne. He is the 5th-fastest returner, but ran a great state meet, running 4:21 in the 1600m and an astounding 9:13 in the 3200m. Anyone who can come within 10 seconds of the previous state 3200m record as a freshman is a contender for a title. 

-Sophomore Owen Sondag of Fargo North. Despite being 39th place at state xc last fall, he also had a great state meet, running 9:17 in the 3200m as a freshman. 

I'm going with either McHenry of Krenz. McHenry is the fastest returner, and despite not lighting the track on fire last spring, Red River tends to do well at big cross country meets, and the fact that he'll be fighting for spots for a team title makes it even bigger. Krenz ran a huge 3200m in the spring, but then this summer he ran 1:25:32 for the Maah Daah Hey Half Marathon, which is an average of 6:20 pace for 13.1 miles through the Badlands, and he won by 10 minutes. He's clearly in great shape right now, and will also be fighting for a team title. I'm going to go with Krenz because I'm again leaning towards fast times on trail translating to cross country fitness even more than spring track results. I'm ready to be completely wrong, though. 

Team- What can we expect

This one is easier- 2021 could be the first year since 2003 that a team from the EDC wins the state boy's title. Grand Forks Red River has a very strong returning squad. Below is the top-4 rescore. Please note that last year's winner- Bismarck Century- had five seniors, and thus only has two returners in the official results. I'm not too worried about the prospect of a three-peat, because graduating five of your top seven is almost impossible to replace in one year, and it appears that they didn't have any non-seniors in the 3200m at state track in the spring. 

1- Grand Forks Red River (29)

2- Williston (75)

3- Grand Forks Central (88)

4- Dickinson (89)

5- Bismarck High (100)

Even adding fifth runners for team that do, GFRR is only at 64 points, which is tough to beat any year. I predict they'll win for the EDC this year. 


So there you have it! See you in October!

Monday, April 5, 2021

Depth- State Track Series Part 3

This post is the third in a series looking at the numbers of the North Dakota State Track Meet. The first two posts covered the top athletes- runners that won three or more state titles in one year- and a post looking at how the winning times in the distance events have changed over time. This post attempts to provide a little more depth to the topic by looking at the next runners behind the winners. As previously, I am indebted to the incredible work of Brad Leingang, who has compiled state track meet results dating back to 1903 and made them easily and publicly available. The page can be viewed here: https://sites.google.com/bismarckschools.org/bpstrackfieldxc/home/all-time-lists

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A while back, I charted the winning times in the distance events at state track, and looked at how they changed over time. You can read that post here. The main conclusion in that post was that no matter what class or gender you look at, the best of the best in the state haven't really improved much over the last 20 years. Sure, certain individuals have broken state records, but there was no pattern over time. 

The most reasonable question following that was- what about the mortals? Looking through historical results, and realizing that it's hard to get times for more than the top 3, 4, or even 5 runners at an event at state track until the 80s, I decided to look at the average of the times for finishers 3-5 in the 1600 meters for each division to get a sense of depth. Here's my reasoning:

1.) Trying to average the top 8 runners means I wouldn't start getting data until the mid-1990s.

2.) Not including 1st or 2nd place almost entirely removes the possibility of outliers, because usually we won't see more than one or two freak athletes per event per year. 

3.) The 1600 meters is the distance that catches all the distance runners, including 800m and 3200m runners. 

4.) The 1600 meters was competed earlier than the 3200 meters. 

As a result, the following graphs provide a look at if it has become more or less difficult over time to score points in the 1600 meters at the state meet. By removing the outliers of places 1 and 2, these charts should give us a little more insight into whether the state has gotten "stronger" at the top over the decades. Sure, participation numbers are going up (ESPECIALLY in Class B), but does more mean faster? Let's take a look. 


First Look


This chart will be broken down into its four different parts below. However, here we can get a glimpse of what the data will tell us. The horizontal axis provides the years beginning with 1972, and finishing with 2019 (the most recent state meet). The vertical axis provides the time that represents the average of places 3-5 in the given 1600 meter race. Each of the following graphs will use the same format. 

From the graphs, here's what immediately jumps out: 

1.) For the women, both classes showed improvement in times until the 1990s, which is reasonable because track had only recently been introduced as a sport for women. Times stagnated after that. 

2.) For the men, there has been no discernable difference in time since the early 1970s, which is fairly similar to what the charts for only the first-place runners showed as well. 

3.) On the men's side, there have been a couple of years where Class B averaged better than Class A, but it seems clear that those years were slow years for Class A- not necessarily fast years for Class B. 

4.) On the women's side, there have also been a couple of years where Class B averaged better than Class A, and it appears to have been a combination of fast Class B years, and slow Class A years. 

5.) 2006 and 2007 appear to be slow years for everyone, and I'll address that point later in this post. 


Let's look at each class individually: 


Class B Girls


As mentioned above, there is a steep drop off early on, but that can be mostly attributed to the newness of women's track. By the mid 1990s, times leveled off, and started a variable swinging pattern that hasn't stopped. 


The fastest year for the 3-5 athletes so far has been 2016. In that year, 8th place was 5:18, which you'll note on this chart is faster than the 3-5 average most of the years so far (and would have won state in some years). Here are the top 5 from that year: 

1- Peyton Frolek (Milnor/Wyndmere/Lidgerwood) - 4:59.05
2- Kate Fox (Southern Mclean) - 5:02.73
3- Ashley Perez (Oak Grove) - 5:06.92
4- Asha Smith (Watford City) - 5:07.56
5- Kayla Ogle (Watford City) - 5:08.02


Note that when Krista and Lindsay Anderson, two of the all-time fastest Class B distance runners, were racing (2000-2008), some of those years don't correspond with the fastest times for the 3-5 runners, and some do. This is because they were outliers, won everything, and therefore don't get included in this data. Just because the top 2 are crazy fast, doesn't necessarily mean everyone else is, too. 


Class A Girls


Notice how for the Class A Girls, the graph looks almost exactly the same as the one above, especially with the peaking around 2007. This leads me to wonder if the weather was brutal for those state meets, and I'll be looking for that in the next two charts. Similar to the Class B girls, the times fall quickly until the mid 1990s, and then bounce until present-day. Because of recent fast years, the trendline for this graph would be generally downward throughout the whole set of data. We need a few more years after 2019 to really get a good idea if there is still a downward trend or not. 


The fastest year for Class A was also 2016, when 8th place was 5:07.49, which would be faster than the 3-5 average most of these years, and win state other years. That year Karly Ackley and Mattie Shirley-Fairbairn dueled in the 3200 and both ran 10:32; It was a pretty stacked year. Here are the top 5 in the 1600: 

1- Karly Ackley (Grand Forks Central) - 4:53.76
2- Mattie Shirley-Fairbairn (Bismarck High) - 4:58.70
3- Kelby Anderson (Bismarck Century) - 5:01.03
4- Alexis Roehl (Grand Forks Central) - 5:02.82
5- Jennifer Dufner (West Fargo) - 5:03.69

At least four of these girls ran or are currently running division 1. 


Note also that the state record by Becki Wells from the early 1990s does not affect the data here, even though her time would be well off this chart. 


Class B Boys


Due to men's sports being around longer than women's, the men's race were already established by the 1970s. As a result, the steep drop off we saw with the women isn't here. In fact, there is no downward trend here at all. Furthermore, we can actually see a fairly pronounced UPWARD pattern here from 1988 to 2008, a period of 20 years. 

The downward trend most recently on the graph (2012-2017) can be partially attributed to New Town's dominance and depth, but now that they have lost most of their best runners, it'll be interesting to see where the data heads in the next few years. 

The fastest year on the books is, incredibly, 1981. Here's the top 5 from that year: 

1- Rick Dressler (Flasher) 4:23.2
2- Glenn Mastel (Ellendale) 4:23.46
3- Paul Gordon (New England) 4:26.87
4- Tim Myron (Thompson) 4:26.87
5- Jeff Manley (Carrington) 4:27.36

Also with this chart, the slow times around 2006-2007 continue, and I'm really starting to wonder what the weather was like that year. Let's see if the Class A Boys have the same trend. 


Class A Boys


Another mirror image. Similar to the Class B Boy's chart, the Class A has no downward trend in times, and also has an upward trend through the early 2000s, culminating in another set of slow times in 2006-2007. Additionally, there is a slow year in 1992, which every other class shared as well. Must have been another bad weather year. 

The fastest year for Class A was also from the 1980s, this time 1980 itself. This was another example of all athletes in the top 6 running fast enough to win state some years. Here are the top 5 from that year: 

1- Greg Rohde (Bismarck Century) - 4:12.85
2- Jim Herberg (Grand Forks Central) - 4:15.2
3- Tom Dabill (Jamestown) - 4:18
4- John Alin (West Fargo) - 4:18.3
5- Tom Kringstad (Bismarck Century) - 4:21.17


As for the slow times in the early 2000s and 1992, I reached out to the National Weather Services in Bismarck and Grand Forks and asked about the weather for the days of state track in 1992 (Grand Forks), and 2006 and 2007 (Bismarck). Here's what they had to say: 

1992- "On the 22nd it was cloudy all day with a high of 47 with morning rain showers and north to northwest winds 15 to 20mph. On the 23rd it was 51 for a high with due north winds 10-15mph". 

That second day was when Corey Ihmels ran the 9:03 3200m state record!

2006 and 2007- "For May 26th and 27th 2006, it was warm with the high both days 92. Both days were windy with southeast wind gusts to near 40 mph. We had 0.06 inches of [precipitation] on the 26th, and 0.49 on the 27th (thunderstorms). In 2007, the high was 56 on the 25th (with 0.75 inches of precip) and 58 on the 26th (0.25 inches of precip). Both of those days were also windy, with an east or northeast wind gusting again to around 40 mph."


So there you have it- the weather was not great for the slowest years, especially 2006 and 2007. However, even if those years were 'normal' for times, we still wouldn't have a general downward trend in times. 


It's hard to draw too many conclusions from the given data, but I think the one clear fact is this: the times needed to score points in the 1600m at the state track meet has not generally changed in quite a while. 

The following times are good goals for high school athletes to shoot for, as evidenced by the data. In general, hitting these times would, in most years, accomplish the desired goal for the athlete. In some years, the goal time would place them higher, and in some years lower, but in general the goals are still good:

B Girls: Top 8: under 5:25. 

Top 5: under 5:20

Top 1-2: under 5:05

A Girls: Top 8: under 5:20

Top 5: under 5:10-5:15

Top 1-2: under 5:00

B Boys: Top 8: under 4:35

Top 5: under 4:30

Top 1-2: under 4:25

A Boys: Top 8: 4:30-4:35

Top 5: under 4:25

Top 1-2: under 4:20





Saturday, February 13, 2021

Morning Run- A Memory

 The grass beneath my feet was cool and damp. A soft orange glow hovered in the sky, accentuated by rays of light from the still-hidden sun. After a full night of breathing a sigh of relief, the dense air sat calmly, preparing to be attacked by sunlight once again. Nearby, birds welcomed the coming of the day with chirps that filled the silent countryside. I was in a sleepy fog, having recently rose from my slumber after another exhausting day of student teaching. My mileage was high, my sleep was low, but nevertheless I needed to continue. Wearing only a shirt, a wedding ring, and a pair of running shorts, I endured the creaks and cracks of tired legs and started putting one foot in front of the other. 

The first few steps of a tired morning run are miserable. You're cold, you're still waking up, your legs don't work, and you're already thinking about the day ahead. My bare feet, still wishing for the tenderness of the bed, became acutely aware of the hard ground, and gravel road I had to cross soon after starting. The pace is slow, and breathing is more difficult than it should be. But then you remember that you love it, and you forced yourself out of bed for a reason. You remember what your goals are, and you know that doing this is how you accomplish your goals. 

I ran through dew, with damp grass hugging my bare feet, as I continued past the evergreen row, attracting the attention of two deer. They paused their dinner to stare at me, and I slowly bounced past them on the other side of the road. I again crossed the gravel road and climbed up a short hill towards the woods. I looked behind me at the hilly upper Missouri countryside- Lake Sakakawea sitting still, a shimmer of steam silently rising up; a small herd of cattle on the hills, munching up the cool prairie grass; the glowing horizon, announcing the coming of the morn. I again faced forward and ran onto the cut prairie trail in between the woods. 

As I run barefoot through grass on a calm morning in rural North Dakota, I hear nothing but the air flowing past my head. I hold my breathing, and I cannot hear my feet hitting the ground. There are no cars, planes, trains, boats, or people. It is at this point that I choose to do my favorite thing on a run in North Dakota: I stop. There is nothing. The English word 'tinnitus' is used to describe a ringing that people will hear in their ears, possibly during times of silence. This scientific-sounding word doesn't even begin to appropriately communicate this noise that I seek. One of my favorite things about North Dakota is the silence. There are many times that I have stopped a run because I can no longer ignore the heavy silence around me, and I love it. Every place I visited was judged by its ability to produce that ringing in my ears that only appears in the absence of any noise at all. Here at Camp, that sound was my daily morning mediation before school. 

Land holds memories. As I continue running down the path, I see deer in the place where I see deer everyday. As the path branches off into the trees, I remember seeing my first porcupine. I look left and see where I had once made snow angels while searching for tinnitus on a cold winter's day. I come over the hill and see myself carrying the wooden cross while wearing the Jesus costume every Wednesday during summer camp. I come over the next hill and see myself sitting in the grass, watching thunderstorms roll across Lake Sakakawea while listening to whether or not God's plan had me staying at Camp my first summer. 

By this point of the run, my legs are waking up, and each step takes less effort than the previous one- I'm floating. My feet are relishing the dew-covered grass, and my eyes are enjoying the colors bouncing in the sky. Above me and to the west, the sky is still dark and the last starry holdouts shine weakly in the approaching light. A circle of deeper orange is standing up in the eastern horizon, and the Lake, already reflecting the numerous colors in the sky, has started rippling to the push of a gentle morning breeze. I run the loop that represents my crucifixion in the summer, bound back through the prairie trails, and turn around at the gate to do it all again. 

No matter what the day brings- teaching, planning, coaching, cooking, cleaning, talking, learning, sleeping- this is perfect. Though my watch continues to show the slow march of minutes, time stops. The beauty around me is undeniable, the silence unimaginable. There are no spectators, bosses, peers, students, campers, on-lookers, hunters, boaters, or fishermen. In this moment I have no other purpose but to keep running and feeling alive. 

 As I approach the hillside overlook on my way back to the Camp Wellness Center, I stop. Sweat beads roll down the side of my head, and I can feel my heart beating blood through my body, pulsating through my feet. I stare as the first sunlight cracks the prairie horizon. It's beautiful. For a few moments I take it all in, while my ears fill with tinnitus and the occasional moo-ing in the distance. I'm lost in it all. Eventually I'm snapped back to reality by the sound of a car traversing a gravel road miles away, and with the moment gone, I run back to the front door. As I begin the mental transition to stretching, eating, and getting ready for school, I take one last look behind me at the new morning, and I smile.

Saturday, January 2, 2021

New Year's Eve Run - Then and Now

 Two years ago, on December 31st, 2018, at 11:00pm, Ingrid and I went out for a run. We were watching New Year's Eve stuff, and we decided to get out and run to ring in the new year, returning in time to see the celebration in Chicago, the largest city in our time zone (only being a 12 hour drive away). We were living in White Shield, a small blip on the radar on the Fort Berthold Reservation in northwestern North Dakota. Outside, the temperature stood at a balmy -20F with no wind and a host of starry sky. We threw on layers of pants, shirts, hats, gloves, and even a reflective vest for the brutal darkness of the prairie. We jogged down the quiet, empty streets, pausing at times to listen to the sounds of silence. After bracing the cold, we came back to the house and watched the New Year's celebration by ourselves, with a kiss, a drink, and a bedtime. 


Two years later, I find myself in a house bordering the Chesapeake Bay with Ingrid, my brother and his wife, my other brother, and my parents all tucked warmly into a rental house. As the clock ticked past 10:30pm on New Year's Eve, I told my partially-sleeping wife that I was headed out the door for a run. This time, I swapped the winter clothes for shorts and a long sleeve, with temperatures in the 40s, a breeze off the water and light drizzle in the air. As I stepped outside, the sounds of occasional traffic passing by, I started down the sidewalk that runs parallel to the beaches. As the minutes clicked by, I gave myself a chance to reflect on how radically different my life was compared to two years ago. 


When I finished college, I really only had two overarching goals- to teach in a small school, and to continue to train and race in college meets. I accomplished both. After student teaching in the small community of Garrison, ND, I got my first teaching job in the smaller community of White Shield, with its 150 students total K-12. My commute every day took me down a gravel road for five and a half miles, before turning onto a sleepy state highway for a 20 minute stroll through the prairie transition zone between the Midwest and the West. I taught Native students, met with Native educators, and learned more about reservation life and the MHA Nation than all the previous years of my life combined. I fell in love with high school sports, middle school students, and really found something worth fighting for. 


I continued to train. Every morning I'd head out and grind an hour on the gravel roads, filling my schedule with fartleks, tempos, long runs, and the occasional interval workout. When we moved into teacher housing in White Shield, my runs were done on the highway. I'd put on a headlamp and reflective gear and go off into the country. When I'd see a car 4 or 5 miles down the road, in front or behind me, I'd run to the other shoulder to make sure I'd be safe. In the rare event of a vehicle coming from each direction at the same time, I'd quick hop into the ditch. My minimalist shoes got holes in them, which caused my feet to start bleeding where bare skin met asphalt. With the closest running store more than four hours away, I had to order shoes online by myself for the first time. 


I experienced mild success. After college running, I struggled to get miles in while student teaching, but when I started training again, I surprised myself. I ran a 24:40 8k in cross country in the fall (narrowly missing my PR) at the UND home meet, and came back to finish the winter with a 15:04 indoor 5k (also a UND home meet, not close to my PR) while wearing a "Warriors" jersey from the school I was teaching at, as a way of supporting the community that was teaching me so much. I held on to dreams of being one of the fastest North Dakotans, continuing to go to college meets and impress, and keeping up with the blog. I wanted to race at UND meets and hold my status, I wanted to go to meets at the University of Mary and break stadium records, and I would go online and make sure my school records were still there. It was a continuation of college- always playing the comparison game and wanting to impress. Running was to run fast and win. 


Then, two things happened that affected a seismic shift in the way I view running. 


The first was attempting the Maah Daah Hey trail marathon on little training. I had been coaching high school track, and found myself only with enough time to squeak out a few 30 minute runs every week. I came in with unreasonable cockiness, assuming I could just sign up, run, and finish. After all, even when I wasn't in great shape I could still hop into local 5ks and 10ks and win or take second. That race defeated me and caused me to dig deep within myself in a way I didn't know existed- just to finish. I lost to first place by more than 20 minutes, and was more than a half hour off the course record, which I thought was going to be easy. My hamstring continually seized up during the last few miles, and for the next year, every time I tried to run fast or far, my hamstring would start to get sore or tight, reducing my ability to train. I tried foam rolling and massage therapy, but it took years to go away. 


Then we moved to Virginia. Moving to Virginia was something I never expected to do. In fact, my steadfast determination to never leave North Dakota and be the voice for ND Runners was partially responsible for a breakup before Ingrid and I started dating. I had built up this reputation as THE North Dakota Runner, who relished running in blizzards and dreaming away miles on drowsy gravel roads in the sweeping countryside. Virginia took all of that away- no more gravel roads, no more quiet places to run, and very few places to run safely at all. The joy of running started to fade, gently. I listened to music on my iPod to drown out the sounds of cars, I tired of running the same sidewalks in town every day, and even the local road races I went to felt hollow and unfulfilling. With nothing exciting to train for, I feel back into a pattern of just running for 30 minutes a few times per week. Injuries started to pile up, and the times I was trying to hit in workouts faded. My low point was running a turkey trot 5k in November 2019, where I ran my slowest time since my junior year of high school, and lost to a 15 year old. Something needed to change. 


I signed up for the Maah Daah Hey Trail marathon again and gave myself something to train for. I got new shoes. I increased my mileage. I started doing workouts again. I dragged my sorry butt out of bed at 5:30 am to get in a hilly 40 minute run before school each day. I ran intervals in the police parking lot. I did long trail runs at the local park and went with a friend to a couple of long runs on the Appalachian trail. My times were dropping, my fitness was coming back, and before my race I even did a couple trail runs in the mountains and on the Maah Daah Hey trail itself. This time, I was ready. 


I didn't finish. I dropped out at mile 20, defeated but not embarrassed; I physically couldn't do it. I returned back to Virginia, fired up and ready to crush more training and do it again next year. I almost immediately got injured. 


I decided to heavy cross train through the injury to not lose fitness, but that only worsened the injury. It took me almost three months to return to a place where I could run for 30 minutes pain free, and even then I needed a day off the next day. It was frustrating and humiliating. All these runners I knew were training and getting better, and everything I did made myself worse. I stepped out of my comfort zone and went to the local running club's Monday group run, and I couldn't even run with them because I felt intense pain after only 10 minutes of running. Ingrid had to talk me out of quitting running with stern, but fair, language. 


I'm running again now, and I've realized some important lessons. I'm not a college runner anymore. In fact, most of the athletes currently running track at my college don't know who I am. Many of the best runners I raced in college, who then went pro, have already retired when success didn't pay the bills. Many current athletes don't know their names. Times are just a number that we use to compare ourselves to others, and for most adults, road races are for the social aspect just as much as the race itself. 


I have come love training. I love going for a run, and I love doing different workouts. I love going to trails and running. I love waking up and running in the morning, but I've also developed a deep appreciation for late-night runs before bed. I love getting out of the house during Coronavirus times, and I love biking alongside Ingrid when she's running. Every piece I get to add to training right now- a couple more strides, 5 more minutes, a faster finish- brings me joy and memories. I don't feel pressure right now to beat anyone, or to eclipse any of my previous times. In fact, I've toyed with the idea of developing "post-college pr's", because that's when my life really started to change. 


I'm still that guy from two years ago, who loved running gravel roads and badlands trails. I'm still that guy from two years ago that loved researching about North Dakota running. I'm still that guy that laid down on the middle of a highway, in the middle of the night, and observed the Milky Way in below-zero temperatures. But on this New Year's Eve, I was also the guy that loved running along the closed public beaches of Norfolk, Virginia, reading sign posts about local history while cars zoomed past on the damp roads. For the last minute of my run, I ran hard, which I haven't been able to do in months. I finished, bent over for a moment, and looked up at the sky. It was overcast, with the heavy lights of the metro bouncing yellow and orange off the clouds. The nearby interstate gushed the sound of traffic through the air. A raw, wet breeze flowed off the Chesapeake Bay.


And yet, I smiled.